So I have found that I don't real care for fireworks. I know that it is my problem. I have also found that life is so up and down right now. When you are having a hard time. If you don't lost yourself and step out of the box. When you are having a trial. You will not over come your trial. I was have a trial that I was going thur in the past couple of months. I found that out last night and this morning. I have found that I'm a weak person and I need help from someone stronger then me. I have turn to this person about 10:30 last night. He told me to step way from myself and look at what I was doing. This morning I think I have figured it out. Now I have to take action on it. Wish me luck.